My mind was thousands of miles away.
Someone who had no idea how unfinished my emotional business truly. My only shot at Happily Ever After that had come and gone.
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If they did, you would not be reading.
All the happiness that you felt when you were with him? You need to break up with your projections. You start to believe that he was a better man before you, the man that he was in the beginning — yeah, THAT guy Sexy webcams Greenwood Village tn and that he is that better man now, without you.
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